Monday, July 29, 2019

Week 47 -- It's Been a Hard Little Bit


Buongiorno a tutti! 

So sorry I am the worst at writing emails. I probably won't be better in the future. I have way too many other things I need to repent for first. 

This week we had interviews with President and then zone conference. It was really good, and all of my boxes were broken. And as is probably common knowledge by now, it's been a hard little bit. And all my weaknesses were called out once again. Obviously I have a lot of lessons to learn and they are not the lessons that I want to learn right now. But I know they are the lessons God wants me to learn. I had a really rough last night. I don't think I've ever cried as hard as I did. I was honestly just on my knees pleading for help and forgiveness. But the incredible thing about the gospel is that I know I will receive that help. And I know I will be forgiven.

Obviously after that I wasn't really able to sleep that well, and I was thinking about the things and actions I can take to change, to improve my situation, and to feel better. And Ether 12.27 came into my head. 

"27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them." 

I'm grateful for my Savior and the opportunity I have to learn and the promise that I have that my weaknesses will be made into strengths. 

Love you all!!! Xoxoxox

Sorella Gisseman 



Picking some fruit out of this tree.  My hops aren't what they used to be.



ICE!!!!!!!  This is the first time I've had ice since I got here.


We are heart attacking some members.



Our African dresses




All of us came here in the same transfer.  We're taking over!



Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Week 46 --

Hey -- what's up, my friends?  Here's my group e-mail for the week.  I'm real tired right now so I don't know if I'll actually remember everything that happened, and also a lots been happening.  Like we're always busy.  We don't really get a full study in, at least not often.

I'm focusing on trying to have fun, not get overwhelmed, not get stressed.  I can only control if I get stressed by something, and even then it's hard it's hard, but that's the thing that is most in my power right now so that's what I'm trying to do.

I think I'll just answer the questions that Mom sent me.

1.  What has made me laugh this week -- I've really been just trying to laugh with my companion.  So we've been laughing more, even if it's like dumb things.

2.  An experience where I really felt the Spirit this week -- I'm going to be honest.  It was a hard week.  I had a lot of tension and stress and the Spirit wasn't always, like, with me because it was more like stress.  I think it was but I just felt the stress more, you know?  It kind of, like, pushes it out.  There was day and we had this lesson with J and she kind of just argued with us about the fall of Adam and Eve and how Adam's not a prophet, he was maybe before he left the garden but then he's not a prophet.  And we're like, no, he is literally the first prophet.  And I said, "J, do you really think that Adam didn't repent for partaking of the fruit?  If that's a sin in your mind do you think he repented?  Also, that wasn't a bad thing anyways."  It was one of those days where I couldn't even talk to people on the train because I didn't have the Spirit with me.  I was just angry and I wasn't in a  mental place to talk to people about the gospel.  But we had an appointment with C and his family, and C told us that his wife is pregnant now because we brought something into his house and he's really happy about it and he said, "God bless you!" and we said thank you.  By God's grace.  We taught them the plan of salvation.  In the morning I had tried to make them a little paper representation of the plan of salvation but it was incredible after that lesson.  Literally.  And there's this missionary leaving in our ward this week and he said this in sacrament meeting -- "a missionary is someone who leaves their family so others can be with their families forever."  It was, like, with C's family, teaching a family the plan of salvation it was just like, "Yes!"  And the Spirit was really strong and it was incredible how much I was able to change my mood after that.

3.  How was church and what did I learn -- Good.  Like I said, this missionary is going to England and leaving this week.  He gave is farewell talk and it was so weird.  It was similar to some of the things I've said in mine and I realized that before you go out you don't know anything.  You literally don't know anything. So it was just crazy, like he's such a baby missionary, and I felt like, "Awwww!" I gave a talk in the African branch and then we had an impromptu meal appointment which was sweet!  They made us homemade pesto and I know how to make it now so stay tuned.  It's really good.

4.  How have I served someone this week -- that's a good question.  I don't know.  I tried -- I promise I did.  I did the dishes in the sink today.  We taught English class.  C said we brought the blessing of pregnancy to his family.

5.  Do I know how much you love me -- Yes.

6.  What am I working on in my scriptures right now -- I'm reading in Helaman.  Last week we were given the invite to study faith  and this week she gave us the invite to study repentance.  And, it's like, the simplest things and we always need to work on them, you know?  It's crazy.  Like, I've kind of been studying faith and I think a big thing that I need to work on and focus on is faith in myself.  Faith in the fact that God has called me to be here, faith in the fact that God has called me to be here, faith in the fact that God has called me to be in this city and to be in this mission and to be training and to serve the people that I'm serving.  And faith in the fact that He will provide, He will hep me accomplish His will.  I think that's a hard one.  I think it's easy to be like, ok, I jut have to do it -- I just have to do it.  But really, this isn't my work -- it's God's work -- and I need to have more faith in the fat that He wants me to succeed, you know?  Any scriptures in specific...not that I can think of right now.  I just can't remember.  And repentance is our topic for this week, and your girl needs a lot of repentance!  Also one cute thing -- this isn't a scripture -- but there's something from 2013, it's something about keeping your covenant.  It's a talk and I've used it in a few spiritual thoughts  It talks about the Provo City Center Temple and how before it was the tabernacle and then it was burned down and everyone was so sad, but then 10 months later it was announced to be a temple.  And the fact that God can take us and, like, a tabernacle is great but He wants us to be more, you know?  I've been thinking about that and I've been a little overwhelmed this week, I can't lie.  But I liked that quote so if you guys want to find it it's really cute.

7.  Am I able to get any exercise time during the week -- Yeah.  We exercise every day at 6:30 in the morning for 30 minutes.  I do P90X most days and I will say that I've been doing legs and butt and I can tell things are getting smaller.  I want to start running twice each week because I need to keep up my endurance but also do a sprint workout one day.  I'm going to be honest -- it's hard!  I'm tired!  But yes, we do get to exercise. I try a little bit to exercise at lunch but then I'm tired and would rather just sit down and read.

8.  Is Palermo right on the ocean -- yes.  The place where we run (we can't run on the beach) is on a sidewalk where we can see the ocean when we run.  Yeah, we're on the ocean.  And it's so close to our house. Sometimes it will smell like the beach but not too much.

9.  How is P doing -- P is doing good.  P and J are doing well.  We made their baptism dates again -- August 10.  Pray for them.  It's hard because I don't know when people are truly converted and that's a hard one....

10.  Who is the guy in the pictures with us -- his name is S and he's n English group student.  He loves the missionaries, he took out to pizza and he, like, loves us a lot.  He's so cute.  It's funny.

11.  How do we run English class -- we just wing it every time.  Literally. Sorella B likes to do pronunciation.  Last time we did vacation.  It depends.

12.  Anything else happened this week -- F is a cutie.  He's starting to read the Book of Mormon for the second time.  We're so busy.  We're going to get our African dresses fitted right now, actually.  We picked out patterns and asked them to make them. And we're going to go meet FR and we're going to two gelaterias.  He's the guy we met from New Jersey and he bought us gelato.

OK, bye!









Monday, July 15, 2019

Week 45 -- 10 Months!!


1.  Do people have yards and lawns there?

Lol, no.  Everyone basically lives in apartments. Its a big deal to have a villa (set apart house).

2.  How was church this week?
Good!!

3.  How is P. doing?  And your other friends/investigators?
They are doing pretty well. Basically we just need to help them really actually go forward. Be converted.

4.  Have you learned to make things other than ragu?  What do you most want to learn to make?
I basically only eat vegetables now. At a meal appointment a lady told me how to make another tomato sauce. This is basically it:  Put tomatoes in a pot with garlic and oil. Cook it for about an hour, half an hour, but stir constantly so it doesn't stick or burn. When it comes out strain it and blend it and add more garlic and basil.  This is what it's like learning to cook in Italy.

5.  What was the most beautiful thing you saw this week?
The food at our meal appointment.

6.  What made you laugh this week?

This will also answer number 10. So this week we had a Relief Society activity and it was maybe the most fun thing I've done in my whole mission. It was about self-improvement and talents and for some reason we sang children's songs (literally the Chicken Dance in Italian) and all the women were dancing and having so much fun.  It was the cutest. And they invited us to sing something from our childhood so we sang Take Me Out to the Ball Game and they loved it. Then they presented their talents and they all supported and loved each other so much.  It was so cute. And then we had brioche and gelato so, I mean, what could be better.

7.  What are you grateful for right now?
I'm super grateful (and I hope I don't jinx myself) for the fact that I feel comfortable talking to people. Like it's not strange to always talk to someone on a bus or on a train and it's not scary to stop people on the street. What a blessing. Also a blessing how kind the people are.

8.  What has stood out to you in your studies lately?
I am in the war chapters of the Book of Mormon right now, I just finished Alma and the thing that stands out to me is that even when we are righteous and we are fighting for what is right there will still be challenges but that we have to truly trust that God knows best. One question that we ask people on the street is "What brings you hope?" And a lot of times they say it doesn't exist. There is no hope. And I've been thinking about that a lot. Why do I have hope? Obviously we have hope for what is to come after this life, but also we can have hope through our challenges because we know that God is aware of us. We know that He wants what is best for us and that He gives us challenges to help us grow. Even when it's hard we have that hope and that faith that He is shaping us into the person He wants us to be. And with the war chapters the situations were hard and it would be easy to give up and get discouraged, but if we trust in God we will always have hope.

9.  Do you know how much I love you?
Yes

10.  Tell me about your best moment this week.
See above.

Other fun things -- I accidentally called a number outside of Italy so our phone doesn't work currently! Fun. Also I hit 10 months. Crazy. And I can't remember anything else honestly. It's a blur.

Love you all

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

We are addicted to popcorn


Welcome to Palermo...garbage and sweat
 


Chairs!  (the numbers are the number of transfers each of us has been out)



Her 50th husband point!  (One point for each empty, perfect cigarette package you step on)


The RS activity

1, 2, 3 strikes you're out...


With one of our friends






Monday, July 8, 2019

Week 44 -- Staying in Palermo


Hello! Wow -- me actually writing a weekly e-mail for the first time in a while. Basically long story short -- it's been hard. Who knew training is hard?! But we are good now and only half the trams work now in Palermo because vacations so we wait a lot.

1. How has your week been?

This week has been good! Lots of things happened and I really can't even remember all of them.

2.  What made you smile this week?
On scambio we were in this BEAUTIFUL city named Monreale visiting a less active and we finished with the appointment and stopped to talk about it and this man comes up to us and is like "Sorelle!!" And were like, um, what... but turns out he is a member from the north and took us out to lunch. How sweet. First time in my mission!

3.  What was the funnest thing that happened this week?

Funnest? Boh... but here is the story. So we end scambio and my companion had planned in the morning and hadn't planned anything for the last hour of the day and usually there aren't a lot of people outside and we were in a weird zone. The day before we watched a video during companion study about technology and one of the things they said is that they just pull up area book, find an address near them, and go. So we're like, sweet, let's do it. We go to this address and it is a mom and her son and they let us in and I'm like, ok, wow, cool. And then the son asks for a Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants and I'm like, um yeah -- can I ask why?  And it turns out that he just likes to study so he tells us to wait and brings out a fat stack of books all by one author with a lot of wack doctrine (like little bits of truth ripped apart) and we are talking about it -- whatever -- and so then we are like, ok, it's been real but we got to go. And he is like, wait -- I want you to have this book.  And I'm like, um, I can't read it during the mission so maybe after and he's like, yeah, yeah, take it. And then I ask if we can leave with a prayer and he is like no, he will not be apart of it. Takes the books and leaves. The mom is like yes, please pray. So we pray and leave and I am translating what happened for my companion. And basically she has had experience with like dark stuff because people around her got into it and her Dad used to have to bless the house all the time so she is like something wasn't right in there and so we talk about it and I'm like, no your right it wasn't right. We talk about it were kinda spooked but like definitely wasn't right. The spirit was not there and wasn't with us. She tells me earlier in the week she had an impression something would try to follow us home and so she has been locking the door at night (like double lock so don't worry mom) and so were like spooked. I low-key saw a figure going up the stairs like also power of suggestion but still, BUT we obviously pray before we go into the house and she commands for anything not of God to leave us and we both got full body chills. So not quite a South American missionary evil spirit story but the closest I've gotten.  Yikes....

4.  What scripture has been standing out to you lately?
CHARITY SUFFERETH LONG.  I memorized it in Italian and recite it all the time. All the time. Thanks for the idea @Sorella ohran!

5.  Potomac Crossing Ward wants to put up a missionary plaque for you -- what scripture would you like to have on it?

You will have to help me find this one because for some reason all English got deleted off my Gospel Library and the Bible doesn't exist there in Italian. Ok, but I found it in Italian -- it's Romans 1:15-16 rough translation is: I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are in Rome. For I do not shame in the gospel of Christ for it is the power of salvation unto every creature. (You can decide how many words to use). Um, how hype! Who else can use that one, am I right?

6.  What have you learned about yourself lately?

That I get meat sweats. Ok. so I don't know if y'all know but ya girl is trying to be vegan minus meal appointments obviously and special occasions (like the 4th of July). So I haven't really been eating meat for a hot second and we don't have that many meal appointments. BUT on the 4th of July we had a big feast at district council and the Anziani brought hot dogs and for some unknown reason, probably patriotism, I decided to eat one. I needed to feel that connection with my roots, ya know. It WRECKED ME. We were walking home and I was in so much pain and sweating SO MUCH like yeah, it's not but dripping. So basically, yeah, meat sweats are real and my body doesn't process meat well anymore.

7.  What was the best thing you ate this week?
We had a ward pranzo so there was lots of good food. My fave was a quiche. But fun gross food. They make this salad here in Sicily which is just meat salad and the meat is like the meat scraped off the skull and also the hooves. Tried a bite because a member brought me the fork, lol. It wasn't bad, just the thought of it was bad. Also there was another salad- insalata ingrachiata (dirty salad) LITERALLY JUST COLD FRENCH FRIES AND CHICKEN AND MOZZARELLA AND OLIVES. WHAT!?!?!?!?!?

8.  Have you met your new mission president yet?

Yes!!! This week on Wednesday we got to meet the Smiths!!!! They are so cute. Much different than the Pickerds. I am very excited to work with them. Sister Smith talked to us a lot about love and it is just a theme that keeps coming up. Loving the people. Loving my comp. Loving everyone. Working on it. One thing I've been trying to do is just listen. And that's hard because sometimes everyone just wants to talk so much, especially Italians, but I've been really trying to just listen and talk when they want me to and try to understand their needs and love them even when they talk for 10 minutes about nothing.

9.  How has someone showed love to you this week?

For this ward party the Relief Society literally made us all our own pan of pasta al forno and these eggplant things -- so cute and sweet.

10.  Do you know how much I love you?
Yes

11.  What is your favorite hymn right now?
America the Beautiful

Other good stories from the past few weeks
-Gave a man a Book of Mormon a while ago, came back, and he was in 3rd Nephi. We are teaching him now. He is almost done. Elect.
-Our two girls on baptism dates are progressing still. One asked for a blessing last night and they both have accepted the commandments with EASE.
-A less active member we have been working with has come to church for the past 4 weeks! And she bore her testimony!! Sometimes they just need someone to love and listen to them!!
-Another less active member texted us Saturday saying she wanted to come to church. And at the ward activity she was saying she wants to go to the temple. Yes!
That's all I can remember for now. We got transfer calls and we will stay for another in Palermo!!!!
Love you all
xoxoxoxox 

Sorella Gisseman 



Gorgeous church....




Fourth of July Gathering





The hot dog that wrecked me




A local market



A look inside our fridge!



Week 43 -- Pictures

Brie called again this week so no group e-mail....but here are some pictures!

This is where we teach one of our friends.


I slipped and almost died on these stairs, like literally almost dislocated my shoulder a little



Just eating popcorn on the way to the market



Gorgeous carved wood doors in an old church...



Week 79 -- Last E-Mail -- On the Way Home

Just a quick disclaimer I don't have the coronavirus. I checked my temperature. It was 97.7. Ok wow. Let's see if I can collect...